Child Amorex [Tran]

http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=iidx_girl&mode=full

:D.

Damn, you make me so sick.

Since words cannot portray...



:D luff.

I think it's fun to poke fun at people. Not because I'm a mean person, but because of an apparent instilled self-hate. I poke fun at people who remind me of...myself. I look at the superficial girls who see their bodies simply as objects, and I think to myself: I was just that close to losing all of me. With experiences I've reinforced my innate morals - I guess I poke fun at these girls because they appear to be so utterly hopeless. The thought of their to-come realization amuses me - once they recognize the value of purity, they will have already lost it all.

Is it as sick as it is justified? They say ignorance brings the world misery; would compassion be its adversary? If the whole world was compassionate there would be no misery - but, of course, the world is far too diverse for everyone to bask in utopia any time soon. If you don't know how to avoid upsetting someone, it's hard to steer clear from doing so. I don't know what sparks every single person's emotions; obviously, everyone is different. I can only use my own judgment stirred by my own experiences - I would never do anything to someone that I wouldn't them to do to me.

My experiences tell me to which extent an action elicits emotion. I pick these things up as life flows along; by trial and error I learn. Soon my database of experiences will serve to me as a dictionary of emotions and what evokes them. The more experiences I encounter and imbibe, the more compassionate I will learn to become. The easier it is for me to predict how you feel, the easier it is for me to make a decision with best regards to the involved feelings. With a compassionate nature, a nature which emphasizes peace and prosperity, you can be so much more productive and beneficial to everyone else including yourself. To live in a harmonious, prosperous paradise, we need to act in unity. You can't establish grounds for a harmonious nation if its people refuses to comply; however, on the contrary, you can establish grounds for such ideal nation permitting its people exercise the true potential of compassion.

People build for better character as served by experience with aid of time. They analyze right actions, wrong actions, and make future decisions accordingly. Or, they should, anyway. People that I see hopeless are the ones that amuse me - these are the people who never learn how to analyze, who never learn how to improve. Why should we keep them around to ridicule our ideologies? It's so opinionated, yeah.

I don't know exactly what I'm blabbering about, but at least everything is spelled correctly.
I've been thinking a lot about the potential of united clemency if it were to be possible.. wouldn't it be great?...Such an impossible dream, though.



..eee. Two days. <3

I'm not going to be here this weekend because I'm going to be at tech with Mason. I don't know why things have to be hidden, I like to make it known. I love and respect Chris enough to tell him rather than lie to him. It's better to hurt than to both lie and hurt. I really look forward to this weekend.. Sunday was so wonderful, I can only imagine how wonderful this weekend will be.

"Purity" isn't worth keeping if keeping it gives me misery. It's been the biggest sacrifice of my life, but it just had to be done. I will learn from my experiences and make better decisions in the future. What else is there to do? You will never be able to move on if you don't move-- you will never be happy if you don't walk away from the pain, but rather, stay and try to fix it. A sure is better than a maybe.

There were so many things that I thought would never be the same. I guess I've always been wrong, I've been so wrong. How could I believe anyone in the world can make you happy, yet blind myself from it? Mason makes me happy, and I love him.

EDIT: Gee, why didn't I see this before? I've definitely always been so wrong.

n_n

http://www.break.com/articles/tradingspouses2.html is getting reposted again because I failed at giving out the correct link the first time I tried to make something of it (http://www.livejournal.com/users/trannifer/194379.html). tfg to miss.

Perfection only exists in you. Since perfection can only be determined by the eyes of its beholder, moral perfection is only achievable to whom obliges oneself to obtain it. It's possible to obtain moral perfection. However, any sort of obtainable perfection is achievable only to the limitations set by your own standards. I want to reach Moral Perfection someday. In my eyes, these are the virtues that will bring myself (and possibly others) to come about peace of mind; these are my morals derived from day one until now:

1. TOLERANCE: Do away with unjustly criticizing others; let nothing of true prominence educe sentiments with tendencies to spark inefficiency; all humans are created equal.
2. SINCERITY: Do not speak of what does not need to be spoken, and do not do what does not need to be done; unjust actions lead only to potential offense and adversity. Speak only for yourself when speaking of opinion; speak only necessary truths when speaking for all; criticize only productively or not at all.
3. FRUGALITY: Commit only to actions beneficial to either others or yourself, without the expense of another's peace; avoid inefficiency and harmful deceit.
4. INDUSTRY: Waste no time; avoid unnecessary tasks; always be engaged to something of use.
5. TRANQUILITY: Leave the past happenings be; waste no time contemplating resolutions to fate; accept and tolerate to establish peace and prosperity within oneself.
6. PURITY: Hold high regard for your purity; avoid use of venery but only for offspring or when genuine love exists; stay away from those with unmoral tendencies.
7. TEMPERANCE: Take in no more than your body requires; avoid both indulgence and scarcity. Health is vital for productivity; a healthy mentality necessitates a healthy physicality.
8. CLEMENCY: Let compassion override any desire for vengeance; forgive and forget those who have wronged; remember well the lessons taught. A grudge is no more than a dispensable clinging to adversity.


Or in short, Do whatever you want that makes you happy-- just don't risk any amount of anyone's peace for it, including your own.

http://www.break.com/articles/tradingspouses2.html

We're all so dark-sided.


Oh, that reminds me. The day after Mason left to head back to tech, I picked up a book I saw at Ukorps titled, "When Your Past is Hurting Your Present..." I flipped to a random page, and the first thing I see is, "God's joy". I thought that was funny.